College Life: The End

This would probably be my last post whilst I’m in college. So, here I am bidding adieu to my good old college!

4 Years it’s been!! Can you believe it?! 4 years have gone by so fast that I am needing a moment right now to catch my breath! Lot has happened over the past 4 years, I know. This place here, my blog, has been my constant emotional-dumping ground for the past 5 years now, I think. More than anybody, this blog has seen me hating my college, wanting to quit, breathing whilst drowning in problems, and finally enjoying the last few days of my college life. This blog has seen me realizing how petty my life issues were before I joined college and realizing how silly I was in making mistakes and choosing friends,before joining college. College has taught me a lot. It seems making friends was the best thing about college to me. Being the emotional person I am, I am right now overwhelmingly exhausted with an array of emotions. The final phase has given me a whole lot of great memories to cherish. Thanking god for that pleasant bit of an ending!

I always had my best friends beside me always. From my childhood to teens and into my youth. My best friends are still with me and will be there with me forever. College gave not only gave me friends but a best friend whom I could depend on my life with. College gave me my cutest and dearest best friend! Of all the things I’m grateful to my college, this would count to be best one among the lot! In troubled times, her friendship was the lonely solace I found in college. Moments that we shared together are becoming memories now. Memories that are beginning to haunt me. I really wish things could pause for a moment right now.You know, this moment,  this time, our present is never gonna be there again. All my friends have left our college and only a few like me are there(finishing off exams of course). This is the moment that really is gonna be a turning point in our lives. I mean, we might not see each other for years, who knows ! 😦  Life might take us miles apart, but our hearts remain tied with the bond of friendship ( My fav quote ! ).

We’re not gonna see each other as often as we used to in our class. That’s a hard truth we’re gonna have to deal with in the coming days of our life. I’m still hanging on to the good memories of college not wanting to move on. But someday, I have got to move on, I know. All I want now is that all my friends, my best friends, my best friend to be with me in life till my last breath. Friends are the best thing that has happened to me in my life. They are the best thing I have earned on my own. A few good friends of mine till the very end. I’m not wishing for anything lavish,ain’t I ?

I know, all of this is a bit cheesy. But admit it. The best moments in life are always a bit cheesy! Whether you like it or not. Deep down inside of every person there’s always a bleeding heart that wants to keep the dearest things close and the dearest persons closer.

Our college life might have come to an end. But this sure is a beginning of things. Hoping that all good things remain good and all great things grow even greater! Hoping that our love will always stay strong between us and our friendships will last forever… Hoping and praying as always… Let the best things happen to us. Farewell guys….. I owe my life to you.. .

Engineer! (a brief summary of my 5 months of engineering life…..)

“Wow! That wasn’t so difficult! ”

These are the words I would so desperately want to tell exactly 4 years later when I pass out of my Engineering College.

That seems to be a loser’s desperate desire, yes, I admit it! But truly my friends, those who all still have the time. Those who haven’t chosen Engineering as their way ahead, I’d rather say, get a pretty good idea about before doing anything not-required. My 1st semester commences after my First University Exams which are scheduled later this month.

The last four months. …..Everything was not the same anymore!

After an almost 7 month long,lazy vacation, I literally crawled my way into a college,hoping of becoming an Engineer, regardless the way I chose.

But life taught me that , things which seem pretty clean and clear from a distant are just disasters in waiting!

I don’t know when, but may be it’s because of the stereotypical idea of our society of a boy becoming an Engineer; I wanted to be an Engineer from the very beginning itself.

I had the destination in my mind, but not the path.

Along way, I had several distractions. But somehow, I managed to get up from all of my falls. I dont’ really think of it as an achievement. Rather I think of it as,”life finding a way out”..as quoted in the famous movie Jurassic Park.

Recently I saw the movie #3idiots. Truly , one of the best films I’ve ever seen in recent times. The movie just shows a glimpse of an Engineers’ college life. (I recommend all to go and watch the movie in theater, if you haven’t seen it yet! It’s a must watch!!)

So by summarizing my last 5 months of Engineering life, I think things are just beginning.

But I know one thing that I learnt over my 14 years of schooling; i.e, I would miss all these tensions and troubles once they are over. ‘Coz they come only once in a lifetime! So make sure you get all the juice out of it!

As I was saying, the reason I took up CSE as my department, is still a question of choices. Whether to be with girls or do something I really know, OR rather both as in my case now.

Whatever be the reason, I took up CSE, and I’m doing my BE degree right now. I have my semester-end exams coming up later this week.

So what’s the point of this blog. hmm….that still remains a question, right?

Well we all have questions. And we get their answers only when we go out and explore out for them.

I had a lot of blank or rather dreamy ideas of college(engineering) before I joined my college. Now that I’ve started out my journey, I feel frustrated,overjoyed, tensed,relieved and most of all thankful that I’ve chose my way at the right time and hopefully the right way.

I know I’ll be missing all of these fun, tension, love and friendship later on. So better get the best out of it,right?!!

Last 4-5 months gave me a lot of things. I might be wrong later. But still,as of now, I have a lot of good friends, which I couldn’t even gather in 14 years of my school life.

For the first time in my life, I was really away from home, at a place far away from home. But never alone! Never alone!

I think …., I just saw a glimpse of my life ahead. First semester of my life!!

The 7 semesters are awaiting me!!

I better be ready, to enjoy!!! :)_

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