Well, Yesterday, i hastily wrote down something I felt of my exams. That’s when my mom came up here into my room and scolded me for staying up so long int he night. Well,that payed off quiet well in my exam yesterday. ..!
I was sleepy in the first place. The second thing is an obvious one., I didn’t study anything. So there you go. Perfect mix for a disastrous recipe..!
so the story goes like this, I failed in yet another Chemistry exam! It seem’s this “failing” thing is become a routine over these days. Strangely but surely, I’ve accustomed myself to failures. It’s not that the whole world come’s crashing down when you fail in an exam these days. Queer it may sound , but that’s been my case lately.
May be it’s because I”m getting a nice company even in failure. Most of my friends, who are good at studies , too falter in front of one subject, most of them chose that subject to be Chemistry! So , things aren’t quite going in my way these days. ..especially when it comes to Chemistry.
Only thing that drives me forward nowadays is my love. I just love her so much that I just wish that she was with me right now. Well, not entirely a Romeo-Juliet story, but still worth a shot! But , as I’ve written in my friends slambook , its not that I’m afraid, situations force me to hide my love! So you got an idea of where I stand.
Studies going bad, falling for a girl, Chemistry becoming an uphill task each passing day. … Life just couldn’t be any worse. But then, god doesn’t make everything bad for you. These are just the tests that he throws at you so that when you overcome them, you could enjoy a happy life after that! Well, all of this might seem an Utopian dream, …. I mean, what happens next?
That single question has been haunting me for quite sometime now. I pass 12th(hopefully!), join a collage, hang out with my buddies, chill, enjoy, then.. ?
I mean, fun is FUN…but when does it becomes boring? Duties are something that you always try to run away from , and when you are far from it, you try to come back…always.
Well, I started on something and took a diversion I guess. So then, my chemistry exam went pretty bad,infact it couldn’t get worse.
I slept most of the time, teacher’s were even complaining to my little sister about it! Well, I guess its the price you have to pray for a reputation in a small school like ours. 23 marks out of 70 has really become a magical figure these days. Even double figure mark has deserted me for quite a while now.
But still i’m here, gazing at my life ahead. Gasping at times, at the sheer strangeness of it, but left amazed in the end.
I think I just got accustomed to something I should have never done in the first place. It’s not that I DID it.. it’s just that , i lost my track on the way, I was washed away in the flow, ……………..
Now I am moving with the flow. I realize it. I know it. But I can’t just swim upstream. I want to , I desperately want to. I am too lazy to do it.
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